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Why had she slapped me in the first place? So I went to Alcoholics Anonymous. And slowly I got better. Eight years later, I still go to meetings. I hope I will always go to them.

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There followed a long moment of silence which could be satisfactorily explained by him punching the air in triumph and straightening his clothes before continuing. He began to talk like someone I'd known for years, dropping all use of the conditional tense in favor of the future. My future. The headhunter called on Monday. This all took place with my copywriter sitting right in Seeking woman for fwb of me.

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But I had also just signed a new lease of life thanks to AA and I was determined to use it. A crazy bastard like me heading off to the States for a new career gave the new AA member hope. Or so my sponsor said. I did find myself at home in Kilkenny for a few days before flying from Dublin to the States. My parents were excited for me but sad for themselves.

Since I'd stopped drinking, they really did like having me around. I bought them a Dictaphone and convinced them and myself that we'd exchange taped messages across the Atlantic. Never happened. My dad had a rather nasty bubbly cough when he was driving me to the railway station. A month into my new job, in my new country, in my new city, in my new house, I got a call from my mother asking the most ridiculous question. Only, he wasn't. She said he was doing poorly and that I should expect to come back at any moment.

My new bosses were very understanding and even helped me book a flight. You only get a cheaper flight if you can prove you have a relative who is seriously ill.

You have to give them the hospital phone number. So I flew back and I'm guilty still over the fact that I hoped my father would die within the week I had allotted for my quality time at home. Ever the gentleman, he obliged.

He was dusted, dead and buried with a day to spare and, to my shame, I was back at work the Monday after. Well, I was under pressure, wasn't I? I needed to impress my new boss and my old ones in London. I wanted to show them that they'd made a big mistake by not treating me better. It just felt convenient to dislike them. The real reason I needed to get away from London was that I hated my creative partner. Obsessively so.

I remember one day standing with one of those big long bevelled-edged rulers they use for cutting card with a scalpel. He was standing there to my left. Suddenly, I felt faint. I just checked out for a few seconds. I saw a kind of yellow mist. When I came back, I was terrified that I was going to look down at the ground and see him. That was the day I stuck my head out the window and called the headhunters.

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When I think about the chances I missed, I just want to sob. A foreigner like me in the Midwest really stands out. Mind you, I did ask one gorgeous girl out, but she said she was going steady so I thought fuck it if I can't have a beaut, then I'm not playing. The other thing was, of course, that I didn't want to get stranded there with two kids and a dog. I knew from the moment I landed that I'd have to get out.

I thought a year would do it. I was wrong. I bought a house, but that was just to convince them I was serious. A house was easy to sell in a buoyant market.

The agency talked to the bank to help me get it. The house was great for about a month. In the meantime, I was getting to know the insides of airports pretty well.

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If I fucked up it didn't really matter, I was in a foreign country. If I did well it just meant their trust was well placed. And of course, I'd make sure the "folks back in London, England" knew all about it. So I came home to my big Victorian house in the evenings, after my AA meeting, and I liked the fact that I hardly had any furniture.

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So, I suppose it worked out for the best. Anyway, it took almost two years before I got out, but that's not what I want to talk about. I only Housewives personals in Redding ridge CT all that stuff about advertising to give you a background against which to project the rest of my story.

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The first two months I spent in Manhattan were the nearest I ever got to suicide. It was funny how it came to me. The thought of killing myself. Taking breaks to go outside and cry helped. So, I found myself looking out the window on the seventh floor of the New York branch of the same agency I worked for in St Lacroix.

It was around the end of March and very humid. Nothing like as bad as it gets in July but humid nonetheless, and much worse, because they don't turn on the air-conditioning until then. So there I was gasping for air, a waft, a ripple of merciful breeze when I looked down on the cement below.

It was the back of the building so I was looking down on those weird fans they always have in New York. Fuck knows what they are. But there was a little rectangular clearing of combed concrete in the centre.

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True, but something else was going on. I don't. I just can't believe that my emotional state could be explained by such an adolescent term as Broken Heart. I'm willing to be wrong, but I don't know how anyone will ever be able to prove it, so I'm safe enough.

That's another thing you'll learn about me as we go on. I don't like to take risks. I'll only offer you the possibility that I'm wrong, if I'm fairly sure I'm right. Makes me appear more humble. For example, if I believe something I've thought of is funny, I'll pretend that someone else said it in order to get an unbiased reaction from the person I'm telling it to.

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